Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Ok, lots to say, and not much time to say it. I guess I'll put things...in some kind of order...
First comes my counterarguement to Nicola's blogs. I know you say I'm braggy, and a show off, and to be honest, I don't want to, but it's my 'unique nature', if you please. Another thing to be honest is that, right now I'm probably doing better than when I'm younger because now I actually THINK a bit more before I say, so I guess you can say it's an accomplishment. No offense, but if you're reading this, Nicola, I'm pretty pissed at your posts. You always have something to say about me offensively, but never really say anything positive. still no offense, but you do it to everyone, but I don't really wanna be the one to be the most talked about. I can see that you already made an effort trying...a little.... but I still think you talk about me too much (not the braggish way of course)
Ok, got that part of my counter arguement out of the way....now the next. I'm exploding with thoughts now, so give me a moment to think.................................Next to come I guess is the Angela/Kyra thing. I'm really sorry to anyone who likes, is real close to, or is friendly to Angela, but, I never really liked her to start with. There's not much of an easy way to say it, but like Nicola said, I'm 'brutally honest'. And it is the truth! I think I was dragged in to have a closer relationship with her because SOME people just can't keep their friend gate closed. And the thing about her being faster than me? I honestly don't care anymore. Try my best, so what? it's not worth it because SOMEBODY will post about how 'badly' I was beaten when they don't realize I have feelings too!! Besides, remember how our PE teachers used to say that if you try your best but you didn't literally win, you still won inside knowing you did your best(or something long those lines)? I pretty much say that to myself but never admit it 'cause I KNOW and will GUARANTEE that SOMEBODY like NICOLA will post about it. So you know what? people as insensitive as me are human too! not just you! AGH! By the way, when you gave that example on how I said you were eavesdropping, I think you can't take a joke well. Now I realize why you said a long time ago when we were going to the back that you seriously couldn't take a joke well.
then......Kyra I guess. Yeah, she has been getting pretty brat-ish. Not much of an example, but today, she was making boxes out of paper and erin and the others(i think except for nicola) we'regathering around a book. Somehow she got annoyed of her own friends and said,
"Could you move over THERE? If you're going to do that, you should MOVE over THERE" and I kinda started thinking about what Nicola said about her and her brat-ish side. Plus, it was her own FRIENDS that she was pushing away. (at least it wasnt me^_^)
ok.....and....ummm.....Happy (late)Birthday to Me??? Some birthday, not much different than last year but it didn't seem special anymore because everything was....dull....just the same old go to school idea and get on the bus to go on the field trip idea. then the cake didn't look much different...and the family gathering was painfully short. It sucked, because it didn't feel like my b-day, I think happy was what I was acting...
nothing much more than what I said, I'll post aagin if I think about something interesting I guess...
6:08 PM
