Monday, April 04, 2005
Well, Stephanie C. is real nice, or has at least become more of it. She came back from china and brought these real cool little pins for us all! I got a blue dragonfly, Nicola got a swan, and Erin got purple grapes! Of course other people got the pins, but my short term memory is invading my brain at the moment, so I can't really remember much. I think Nicola would have really liked Stephanie if she had gone to Twin Creeks instead of Goldenview for elementary school, we'd all have a better relationship. Although I do still miss those nice little sleepovers we had like every weekend of the summer in 4th grade(i think it was then!). I loved staying up, it was fun just hanging around stealing a bit of cookies and playing gamboy until 4 am!!! Ahhh, the good times!
Later today, me and my sis had a handstand competition! We went one by one, and it isn't much of a competition because we agreed to do it every day to improve our handstand times. My sis still beat me...she got 1 minute and 42 seconds. I got 1 minute and 31 seconds! Well, she said she could get 2 minutes if she stratched, but we'll have to see, now won't we?But you can't really blame her, she's at least 40 pounds heavier than me! It was fun, but I'm to lazy to type all the details...
Now the fun stuff, not really anyways. Well, after the past arguements I've had with just about anyone, I've come to a conclusion: I can only depend on myself. Honestly! I've been through this stuff, and if it's offending anyone reading, it's true. I don't know how I stumbled upon the conclusion, but it just popped out of my head and BOOM!, there it was, clear as the ocean. It's getting on my nerves, these arguements, nobody ever seems to understand my side of the story. I know that sounded a bit selfish(okay, a lot selfish) but still, I don't really know how to put it in words. Just, how about....fustrating? It's about the same thing EVERY TIME!!! Here's a list of ways I can think of, just to get it in your head.
With Nicola: 'Oh, your too ________'
With Gladys(even though it's rare): 'Because you should!'
With my Mom: 'Eat your ______!' (not much, but I guess it's a bit annoying.)
And other random arguements with other peoples that have less concern with me. So, you see? If you get on my nerves, maybe it's because I have enough trouble already. Nobody has really seen the real me, even my closest friends. The 'childhood' friends. Nicola, Erin, Anya.....maybe my family too. I don't know what's wrong with me, but it's the way I feel about things right now, and just remember that whatever I say here is just a stupid lecture and is just a way for me to put things off...I guess.
9:09 PM
