Friday, April 22, 2005
And when I say that, I mean, Rayna(is that the right way to spell it?). She's very spoiled. Oh yeah indeed. I thought she was nice, you know, just from how friendly she was to me when we just kinda joke around in the running. But, I'm proven to be wrong, of course. After school today, Me and Nicola were walking to the back, and I think I was the first to hear a "Hey!", but me and Nicola looked back at the same times anyways. I think I was about to ask Nicola, "Let's just ignore her and pretend we didn't hear a thing." But, I justinstead thought of one of our indirect inside jokes and said she was stupid. Welll, then we started power walking, well, almost. If you looked at her face, you could see she had this really big pride in her eyes, but it was the clumsy kind of proud. The rash kind, and I know that's kind of how I am, but it's a lot more clearer in her eyes.
I dunno how it happened, but as soon as we were at the gate, she just pushed me, I kinda forget why. As my attitude goes, it told me to say how wimpy that push was, and so I did. She stopped suddenly and gave me a glare...and now I knew I didn't really like her anymore. That glare was Meghan Cook's Oh-My-God-your-words-are-so-immature glare. And to be honest, Meghan does it for no absolute reason when I joke around just slightly, and right now was practically the same situation. We got into one of those hand-to-hand pushing contest or something like that, and I suppos I let her win, because today I'm extremely tired. I wasn't in the mood to fight so I let my hands go down and she almost went forwards, but she didn't, drat. So I kept walking along and suddenly she pushes me forwards.
As you all know, I'm stubborn and my pride goes high, so I kept saying she was wimpy until she pushed me from the side onto the grass. Now I was pretty annoyed, because she was ruining my chance to talk with Nicola alone, because normally I'd rather walk slowly with her and just talk relaxingly. I was ready to full throttle assult her but decided to just give her an equal-amount-of-strength push back.She said that was wimpy and if I could, I'd shove my hand into her face, but I decided to just punch her harshly in the arm. I wasn't exactly putting any effort into my punch and she said it hurt. That ended it, so Nicola and I kinda hurried along the path talking about non personal things because Rayna was close on our trails. I had to start fake saying I liked Rayna in the beginning with Nicola cause I'm pretty sure Rayna mighta heard. But after today, I have only one conclusion: Rayna is a pretending person trying to be tough notch, but her weakness is her pride and her upper body strength.
Today, if Rayna hadn't ruined it all, I was about to tell Nicola a soulution to the Anya problem, but unfortunatly, I had to forget my train of thought when Rayna started to shove. Now I have forgotten because of it too.
Last is some kind of stray thought that's starting to get bigger. I'm gonna dread my B-Day. I'm glad that we'll have a field trip on that day, but my Dad has to leave for China for half a year, yeah, half of a year, just for his company. He won't be there to cheer my b-day up. I think I really feel like crying now though, because imagine if one of your parents had to leave for HAlf of a year! It suks, and I guess I'm gonna start watching the clock and hoping it slows down so I have more time to spend with my dad.
3:58 PM
